Visited my churchmate, Shiyan blog last week and heard this song

playing in the background.
http://bygracechristscripturefaithalone.blogspot.com

Think its titled "xu yao ren pei" by LeeHon.

Personally think its a very nice and sentimental song.
but sad to say, i always relate chinese sentimental songs to sad incidents/stories..

Times like this makes me wanna be alone.

and i'm not really in the best of mood now..
can't attend my beloved Yi Ma wake in KL..
I will be there to pay my respect in Dec..

I can recall my Yi Ma visiting us when she was healthy back then..
As a kid, i was always looking forward to her visits and we often traveled
to KL with my parents to visit her..

The last time I visited her was 2 months back and she's already bed ridden...
and now she is gone.

Life is just so fragile.

Rest in Peace, Yi Ma...