Be strong

Tough times ahead ...
For the past 2 weeks mum have been warded in CGH thrice for her bloated stomach.. And she's currently still in CGH...
Diagnosed as stuck intestine which could be caused by her cancer cells and accordingly to the Doc, the cells are spreading..
Based on what the doc said, there is no remedy to cease the stomach from getting bloated again so even if my mum gets discharged soon, chances are the same issue will occur and she will need to be warded again.
Mum is already scared of going back to CGH... fear of going on drip, fear of waiting for 12 hrs before getting a ward.

Today Mum told me that she feels that she have already had a good life.. being able to see bro & I start our own families and have children of our own.. For now, she says that she doesn't want to be a burden to us and that for the last leg of her life, she doesn't want to suffer till the very end. Heartbroken to hear that...
Gotta alway reassure her that she will never ever be a burden to Bro & me...

I feel that I've let my mum down... I always wanted her to stay with me when I have my own place as i have a very very close relationship with her and yet.. that did not materialize.. No one to blame but to blame situations and ultimately myself cos situation can be resolved and i blame myself for not resolving the situations..

I wish that I can turn back time  but i can't.

With father's day coming soon..

Wifey's grandpa is my role model.. role model of being a father that's well respected even when all the kids are grown up.
I believe things that one naturally do along the way/years contributes to how your kids/grandchild will treat/respond to you.
Happy 80th Birthday, Grandpa. 

Happy mama day!

Happy Mother's Day, Wifey!

Very obvious who naomi loves to take photo with huh...

haha.. well.. on a bright side, I can see the love that naomi is showering didi with. :)

Life is good with these 2 little ones around us.
Time flies. Naomi is turning 5 this Nov. She's still a little bookworm, loves books and loves getting us to read to her on a daily basis.. Hope that her love for books will help her in her Pri Sch journey in abt 1.5 years time. Very proud to say that Naomi have been a pretty good elder sis to Nathaniel and I'm sure that the bond between Naomi and Nathaniel can get even better with time. :)
Nathaniel is turning 1 this July. Motor skills wise, I think Nathaniel is on a higher level compared to Naomi when she was 1. But Nathaniel does not seems to show much interest in books and he is VERY active. I guess that's the main difference between boys & girls.
Loving both my babies.